OMG!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH (: <3 
Wednesday, May 30, 2007 1:55 PM
tell me everything's gna be alright even if i smile , it doesnt means that im happy ..
it feels so empty inside ;
ive regretted my decision nd perharps it will be for life .
im not sure whether to be happy or sad for you , my friend .
so sorry that ive hurt you in the past
tell me , she's gna be okay
tell me , she'll not be gg through what i have gone through .
tell me , he's lying
i had been through too much ;
so much that im tired , so much that i wna give up
this journey , full of ups nd downs
all the time , ive wanted someone to be thr for me but now that ive grown up
i realised that it have always been around me , and that is , my own shadow .
only my shadow accompanies me through all my up nd downs , shares my thought nd feelings .
alright . finish blabbering out my nonsense .
12:48 PM
LIA CAMP .
first day of the day was really like OMG , first tyme in my life , I MISS MY HOME .
its like whenever i go for chalets nd etc. I NEVER MISS HOME ( cos theres NOTHING for ME to MISS)
lols , second day was better luh . games nd stuffs . i was in the same grp as raymond, yuyan , peisi , zulhilmi ,
haiqel , iryana nd hanisah . yeaps . NO DOUBT , NICE GRP MEMBERS .
and they thought raymond nd i were an item . zzz .
i alr told them that we're NOT but they didnt believe it. LOL .
i think raymond would rather die than people accusing him being my bf . AHAHA .
seriously saying , the camp wasnt a really goood one . i would say tht its jst OOOKKKKKAAAYYYY .
yeaps . best male camper : IZWAN best female camper : FARIANI
and i think that my grp rocks even though we have a sucky name ; BRAVO
lols . many people went hm as they were like SICK nd there were LOTS OF CASUALTIES .
i think its the first camp i saw w so many CASUALTIES . nd yeap , ive gt a pretty 'nice' wound on my knee too .
stop pushing the blame , you fucker !
Monday, May 28, 2007 12:05 AM
okay . tday went to fareast w my sister. hah ! theres a hiphop dance competition thr nd my siswent to support her friends . so acc her , damn funny luh her friends (:
then shopped ard nd then meet up w my auntie at funam IT mall .
had swensens instead cos we were all tired . hehe .
yeaps . PINKO CHAN'S TREAT (:
we chatted for like SUPER LONG LUH . and i felt that actually theres
someone out thr who's supporting us , FINALLY .
i love my auntie (:
btw , im gg for LIA camp tday (:
jo's NOT gg . urgh . lonely .. hees . no luh ! i still have RAYMOND PHILOE ND SUYI (:
no phone no sms no TVEE no msn no blogging no whatever .
stupid dumb dumb! i so wna go OUT OUT OUT !!!!!
packing for my camp nd my bag's SO HEAVY :(
after my camp , i'll get nice meals ! yeah yeah !~
I WNA GO OUT W MY GIRLFRIENDS !
I WNA GO OUT W RAYMOND ND CO.
I WNA GO OUT W MANY MANY OTHER PEOPLEEEE (:
OKAY . miss me people (:
AND YOURE GETTING ON MY NERVES .
I FEEL DISGUSTED BY YOUR WORDS .
JUST GO AWAY ! IM ENJOYING EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE W MY BELOVED FRIENDS!
I ENJOY BEING SINGLE . <3
Sunday, May 27, 2007 8:49 AM
its a SUNDAY MORNING people and shiyu's blogging w a sad but happy mood . hah . i knw , RUBBISH ! lols . YTD went out w vivian , xiaomin , raymond , rongsheng , sikai , huiya , haowen ,
litkwong , pohguan , xiaoboon , warren . i hop i didnt miss anyone out (:
haha . yeaps . wanted to watch movie but in the end went for POOL . haha .
yeah . i laugh like a retard can ! hees . because whenever i m gg to hit the ball i'll
say " ZOU KAI , SHIYU YAO DA QIU LIAO " haha . then everybody will like HUH ?
lols . then i like nvr eat rice liddat , haowen nd warren kept saying " DA DA LI YI DIAN " , "JUST DA DA LI DA "
but end up i cant , always XIAO XIAO LI one luh my ball . and i kept bullying WARREN . heehee !
xiaomin xintong :X
alright. after pool , headed to cwp then to funfair .
nobody wna play one . zzz . all at there dont wnt luh , you go play .!
grrr . then walked to raymond' hse thr , took my kitlist cos i lost it (:
then they acc me go home (; haha
well , i dont believe in guys NO MORE .
there aint any FORVER in my dictionary .
it doesnt even matter whether you change for me or not .
if i like you , i DO .
but if i dont , im sorry , I really DONT like YOU .
so please telling me that you'll change and stuffs cos so many have done things
for me but still , it didnt change my decision that ive made (:
Saturday, May 26, 2007 11:27 AM
hihi people (:alright . i slept for like soooo long luh . from ytd 3 plus(in the afternoon) till tday 9plus .
whahah . alright . im gg for chiam's tuition soon . so ive to squeeze out some time for maths tuition .
well , it simply means less time for TV , shopping . no tvee = no shiyu
haha . lalala ~ im BROKE now . urgh ! shucks !
i needa pay for my own tuition fees . hais . gtta squeeze out sm shopping money i guess .
i feel so like pathetic now ! arghhhh . LOL .
daddy nd mummy are like complaining that i took too much money frm them
this month . which i think is rather true but no choice , i no longer have my pay to support myself .
i needa find some job like SOOON cos my savings can no longer support me .
and my parents are still in their oh-so-selfish mind set . I HATE IT CAN !
im gg out to town w xiaomin nd then meeting raymond nd co. for vivian's bday .
thn maybe gg to bugis street w jiejie ltr on at night .
TMRW ;
secret receipe w jenny chan nd pinko chan (:
btw , first one is my auntie second one is my sister . HAH .
pinko chan's treat (: then tmrw oso gtta go see doc nd pack for LIA camp .
i feel that june holidays ARENT holidays AT ALL .
w tons of hmwk nd activities .
FIRST WEEK : LIA CAMP , ROTARY FAMILY DAY
SECOND WEEK : ENTREPENEUR WORKSHOP , ART WIREFEST WORKSHOP
THIRD WEEK : THAILAND TRIP
FORTH WEEK : PREPARATION FOR INSTALLATION (MEETINGS)
i seriously dont knw where to slot in for my hmwk , projects and tuition .
HAH ! life's worse than school days . at least during school days i have weekends to rest .
for this , i dont even knw when i can rest :(
Friday, May 25, 2007 2:57 PM
HEYHEYHEY (:alright . lets talk about today .
met raymond early in th morning , then we went to find xiaomin nd rita .
cab-ed to stadium . had breakfast at the nearby coffeeshop , nd i realise tht TEH BING is actually milk tea . zzz.
dumb ! alright . me , philoe , xiaomin became ORANGE HSE CHEERLEADERS . LOL .
then i went ard finding the khao lak trip participants until i sweat . oh ya , glen , nicholas , shaqeel , xinen were being
uber nice to fan nd "create" shades for me when we were queuing . hees .
then i had to find runners for interact club . i find it SUPER STUPID to make clubs nd societies RUN luh .
damn crazy ! zz . the worst thing is , nobody wna run . and i was getting a lil bit agitated cos its really like so
stress and ppl kept saying "dont wnt luh , you run yourself luh . nd give me that SHIYU OWES ME A FEW MILLION DOLLARS FACE " . damn rude luh ! i mean like if you dont wna run ,
jst shut up nd say sorry, i really dont feel like running ". urgh .
end up , isabelle ran for interact club w the condition tht i had to treat her swensens . alright !~
then went to cwp , had lunch in foodcourt . after that , went to X-craft nd HOME SWEET HOME .
okay . i feel like sleeping now . BYEBYE PEOPLE (:
Tuesday, May 22, 2007 6:23 PM
good evening peopleeee (:alright . lets start w YTD night .
cut my hair nd it looks super sucky now . :(
but not to wrry , cos IT WILL GROW . hah ! im jst trying make myself better .
LOL . zaki nd raymond are the best BOY-FRIENDS EVER (:
9 cheers for them ! (: zaki was being uber nice to encourage me by
telling me not to be soo pessimistic nd to cheer up nd stuffs .
SO NICE RIGHT . i mean like we've NOT been talking for like yrs nd now
when he sees me sad , he comes nd encourage me nd stuffs . HAHA .
then raymond , haha , my super nicey friend . he brought me his jacket
for th social etiquette thing as i was lazy to bring mine out .
and he also wake me up this morning . alright . th both of them makes me feel like
lil princess luh . LOL .I CANT LIVE W/O MY DEARY FRIENDS .
yeah yeah !~ i love all my blooooody NICE FRIENDS OUT THR (:
TODAY (:
went to school , play a fool .
LOL . CLIPPED UP MY FRINGE all day long !
i feel so GUAI . haha . then had a short talk w mr yeo nd i actually felt tht i was incompetent .
as the club's president , ive to potray myself as a good student nd all .
i must be willing to fork out lotsa time for interact nd also be able to deal w great stress.
hais . i almost cried while talking to him luh . i feel so weak , i can no longer withstand all th everything .
my energy nd passion reduces after every hurdle , it makes me feel weak .
with no support no nothing , i dont knw how much longer can i hold .
perharps its time to reconsider whether im the cut for president not ?
went for the course nd it was a NICE ONE (:
haha . the speaker goes like , i always give people POLO sweets cos even if you choke , you can still breathe . so cute right ?
LOL . nd IM DWN WITH SERIOUS FLU LUH . ive used like 10 packets of tissue luh .
my eyes are like RED nd the green fluid keeps coming out . :(
my mucus are like ma chiam can fill the whole reservoir liddat . LOL
haha . alright . my oh-so-scared-shiyu-sick daddy doesnt wants me to go school tmrw
but i wna go . hees . unless i really cnt tahan luh , or else , I'LL GO (:
TATA ~
Monday, May 21, 2007 4:20 PM
HELLLOO (:alright . ytd night , intended to go for bball at night but ended up gg to cwp for dinner . haha .
cos no one wants to acc me to 888 bball court . lols . nd raymond msged me asking me whether wna
go cwp for dinner anot . then i was like okay loh . haha . asked xinen along , norman was thr too (:
thn bs nd his gf was suppose to join us but something happened . hais .
then after tht sent xinen home cos she wanted to go home . LOL .
nd i didnt want to go home so i ended up sending BOTH xinen nd raymond hm .
lols . but when we're reaching ray's house , norman wanted to meet us .
haha . so in the end , we went to 818 thr nd chit chat abit loh . LOL .
its beeen so so so long since we talk so much . hmmmms . and the two guys
were like laughing when they saw my msgs . lols ! secret ! its super gross i swear !
learned a lot of things about ___ . well , i didnt put it to heart cos it was all in e past people (:
today *
woke up , not feeling well .
my jiejie woke up , vomited .
LOL . so th both of us went to see doc .
then bought magazines home . slacked awhile then i sleep again :S
lols . then she went to her bf's hse . and i continue to sleeep till like 4plus .
hees . when i was slping , my phone kept vibrating . zzz . so many peeps disturbing me .
the funniest msg was by jason asking me whether im mac manager ?
i jit tao laugh like crazy luh ! LOLOLOLOLOLOL . ahhaha .
alright . till then (:
Sunday, May 20, 2007 10:00 AM
hellooo (:good morning ! haah . still , i dont have the courage to speak infront of the whole school .
blah !~ despite all the encouragements nd stuffs . hais . stressed !~
okay . let me talk about LOVE nd RELATIONSHIPS .
yeaps , no doubt , its inspired by blah's blog .
when youre stepping into a r/s , you must be prepared to be hurt ,
you must knw that it aint easy . youve gtta go through a lot nd it takes a lot of
effort , time nd energy to make a relationship last . maturity is also needed .
in a relationship , jst by loving each other isnt enough to last a relationship .
one must learn to give nd take at times .
and most of the time , when r/s comes to an end , it'll hurt one or both parties .
alright . im done w my rubbish . HAHA .
ohya , this girl who's reprimanding ppl in blah's blog
said tht BLAH BLAH aint mature enough . LOL .
i mean like when youre in no position to talk , thn wht for make thing worse ?
and please , its not up to you to decide whose mature nd whose not .
HAHA . so yeaps .(: but lastly , people do cherish the ones before you .
Saturday, May 19, 2007 11:09 PM
HI , HELLO (:jst came back from work . tired ~
hah . didnt go for the flag day thing .
tday , worked tgt w wendy . super funny luh .
we played poka cards when we're like FREEE .
whahah ! then tht bloooody girl is full of nonsense luh .
enjoyed working (: and i missed those working days :(
blah . im SUPER NERVOUS CAN ? monday needa go make annoucement for th thai trip thing .
i feel like pon-ing but i cant be so irresponsible ! zzz .
furthermore , monday ive got inter class . damn it ! .
urgh . if you guys see me staggering nd laughing throughout the annoucement
dont laugh OKAY ! cos ive simply got NO confidence i swear !
zzz . blah blah blah .
nd YOU , stop your fcuking rubbish . im not sure whether you'll see this but hopefully
some kind souls will pass you this msg ! please STOP pestering me .
im not tht kind of girl who needs SO MUCH CARE ND CONCERN luh .
i dont like ppl to msg me nd find out my whereabouts . DUHHHH .
it doesnt even concerns you please ! youre not my dad or mum , i mean like youre not even like CLOSE enough
to ask me all this . i find it super irritating okay ! ewww ! AND CHANSHIYU SIMPLY HATES
SWEET TALKS ND I HATE THOSE MUSHY WORKS OKAY ! i mean like if I DONT LIKE YOU !
its super disgusting to me okay ! i DONT need your "protection" . OHH GODDD !
you knw it spoils my day nd makes me MAD ! jst roll to somewhr FAR from me !
i HATE , see this , HATE , people who "sticks" to me !
EVERYONE KNWS THT I ENJOY BEING SINGLE ND I LOVE FREEDOM .
SO WHY CANT YOU JST LET ME BE WHO I AM . DONT EVER TRY TO CHANGE MY LIFE .
THANK YOU !
SO , monday how ? how ? how ?
haha . i knw you are hiding behind your comp screen laughing at me
for being such a coward but when i think of standing infront of 1,500 people
it jst make me feels so weak nd nervous ! urghhh ~
Thursday, May 17, 2007 5:53 PM
got back my results tday .got back comb chem , chinese , ss , art nd physics results tday .
started w art , after mr jay lim's critic on my artpiece , i felt that im perharps not the cut for art .
after that it was comb chem , got an overall of 63 . rather sastified cos i flunk ALL my class tests .
then it was chinese , saw a big huge 59 nd tadah , my heart sank .
next was physics , saw my paper , 45/65 , i was tahan-ing till i reach th toilet .
i was asking miss chow for permission luh , then i ask alr she havent answ then i walk off ,
then she call me go back , and she said , i got say yes meh ? tears have alr reached the brim of my eyes .
finally , she said yes , you may . RAN to the toilet , flung open the door nd started crying like a crybaby .
it was the poorest result for physics . the subject which i have confidence in ..
i was super ultra sad luh ! then mr teo came in to relief for ss .
told him i wasnt sastified w my physics results AT ALL ! NOT AT ALL ! he said tht he thinks tht my results
was quite okay . HAHA . you call this OKAY ? NO , NOT AT ALL ! yes , ive gt high expectations of myself .
its because you guys dont knw how i feel okay . when i knew that i was gg to 3e5 , i was devastated .
i felt like a good-for-nothing . and on top of that , my other bestfriends are in like better classes nd it makes
me feel like so inferior compared to em' . the feeling aint good at all !
now that ive only got 6 subjects , i have to score well on all 6 if not it will be like a BYEBYE okay !
seeing my results , i seriously dont knw how can i still smile please !
urgh ! alright , maybe im applying for POA .
getting tuition frm xinen's dad nd taking the exams as a private candidate outside school .
hais . oh ya , forgt to mention about my ss , gt 21 out of 30 .
ss was still alright i guess . yeaps . getting eng pp one tmrw .
hope i get some passable marks (:
ANYONE WNA ADOPT KIDS ? please show some compassion nd love (:
Wednesday, May 16, 2007 8:04 PM
helloo people . alright ,got back my results tday .
well , far from expectations is all i can say .
i knw people out thr might think that my results are alr like okay .
but to me , okay is not what i want .
alright , whatever . trust me , im gna cry tmrw .
if i fail to get an A1 for physics .
if i fail my chinese or jst a border line.
if my paper 2 falls beyond an D7 .
okayokay . enough of it .
uh huh . jst received an email from the poh lai .
the CDC tsunami centre thingy . haha . yaya . adopting childrens .(:
currently , theres 7 children in need of help , as in financially .
so i guess my family will be adopting like 5 .
its already like the MAXIMUM luh . and you knw , adopting mre kids = the poorer i get .
gosh , i reallly realllly reallyy needa save up now ! stop gg for shopping spreeee , stop wasting money SHIYU !
okay , back to topic , so 7-5= 2 .
anyone wnts to adopt kids kiddys kiddos ?
i mean its jst TWO MORE TO GO . its like $250 per children .
it includes their book fees , recess money , shoes , uniforms .
come to think luh , s'poreans should be ASHAMED . those who spend money shopping for clothes every week
should be ashamed . people out thr cant even afford to study nd you guys here are GRUMBLING FOR NEW CLOTHES !
YEAPS . SHAME SHAME . UNLESS YOU TELL ME YOURE ABLE TO HELP PPL THERE CUM BUY YR NEW CLOTHES LUH .
SO YA , PEOPLE WHO ARE INTERESTED PLEASE TELL ME OKAY ?
CALL / MSG / MSN ME FOR MORE INFO , I'LL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO ENTERTAIN YOU GUYS IF YOU GUYS RE INTERESTED (:
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 5:04 PM
hahah! NI MEN HAO (:alright . woke up like ten in then morning ?
haha . then rubbish awhile w my freaking mummy .
she's sucha crazy ASS YA KNW ! zz . then msged nicole cos its her birthday tday !.
she asked me to join em' but tday is also my lil sister's birthday .
so i shall be a NICE SISTER ND ACCOMPANY HER TODAY !
haha . my small sister came home nd she cried .
LOL . i was like what's wrong , why re you crying ?
then she was like , im.. veryy sadd .. cos.. i.. got .. the last position .. for science .
and its like she got 81.5 last position . 2nd last position got 82 .
and being in the last position = meet parents .
i wonder what's with kids nowadays , i mean like 81.5 = LAST .
ohh gawd , in MY time , 81.5 would be a WOOOOHOOOO for us .
alright . whatever . told my sis to call nd tell mum about it .
nd mum said tht it was alright . i mean OF COURSE ITS ALRIGHT LUH !
81.5 for my comb sci. would be llike DREAM ON !~ HAHA .
then headed to cwp to get her some presents as i totally forgt about her b'day .
shhhhh ! i knw im BAD . lalala~ i didnt knw what she wanted luh .
so i jst anyhow grab stuffs . hahah . then on my way home , saw _____ , a girl in my school .
woahh . i wonder why small girls nowadays needa make themselves POWDERFUL before leaving their house .
hmmm . i dont usually put "powder" on my face luh , except for occasions .
cos im afraid it'd spoil my ALREADY OH SO LOUSY SKIN . urghhhh .
MY FACE REALLY NEED SOMETHING ! a facial or whatever ! its getting like OMG LUH ! zzz.
i already look so FAT ND UGLY . if my skin also lousy , might as well go jump down the building please .
BLAHHH !~ alright . im afraid of my results luh. you knw its like TOMORROW we'll be getting them back .
god , pray super hard X 4693043092 that SHIYU will get gd results please .
dad wouldnt allow me to go for thailand trip if i get poor results .
he said he would rather waste the money ! zzz . URGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH .
if you guys dont see my eyes red tmrw , it means i passed my exams .
if you guys see my eyes RED tmrw , well , by all means then .
i did mentioned about my pri schoolmate on his highway dropping school right ?
well , he has indeed dropped out . i feel kinda sad for him though .
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICOLE YEW ND MY SISTER (:
Monday, May 14, 2007 11:19 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007 8:02 PM
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY !alright , tday went over to my auntie nd grandma's hse .
my auntie went for an operation recently so went to visit her .
then went to my grandma's place . visited her .
haa . then while waiting for papa to knock off .
we went to lot1 nd tadah ! got mummy a massager .
lols . and after getting her that , guess what ?
my money in my bank is now HALVED .
well well , WHICH GENIUS SUGGESTED MOTHERS DAY !?!?!
whahah ! then went back home .
intended to treat mummy dinner but well , we're all too tired .
lols . my small sister bday's on 15th nd ive yet t get her like ANYTHING .
blahhhh . tmrw gg to fareast for sm stuffs .
alright . gooodluck to those taking POA paper tmrw !
1:17 AM
hello. (:
tdy went partyworld.
i was late. hahh. den extend time until 4pm
haahah :X sing sing & sing!
omg. i love singing. sang w shiyu & suyi.
den went slack. ate & all. ate long john. (:
den suddenly WE MISS XIAOMIN! so went her hse visit her.
she eye infection. takecare my dear girl (:
den went cold storage bought lots of stuffs to eat
den ltr haowen came. ahah. went to xiaomin hse.
me & suyi super 38! :X
we kept singing all along. den decided to sing a song for xiaomin.
一个像夏天 一个像秋天 it's a song abt friendship.
hahah. den kept practising. ahhaha.
den reached her hse. den played. den we sang for her.
we even recorded down man. xiaomin say wnt put at her friendster background music LOL!
den wait for xm to bath. den went 883. they wnt go cut hair but in the end go trim eyebrow.
lol. super funny. den blahhhhhhhhhh....
went home.
byebye..
joanna.
Saturday, May 12, 2007 9:54 PM
HEYOOO!!!alright , tday IN TH MORNING , went to partyworld w suyi .
jo joined us halfway . we sang until SO HAPPY and we even extended two hrs .
LOL . loksuyi wants me to praise her singing so yeah , seriously , she sings well (:
then we sang till 4 ? then headed to longjohn for lunch , saw haowen , told her
that we want to visit th poor xiaomin who gt eye infection nd she couldnt come out .
haha . bought some tibits over . her dog , as usual , scares me !
lols . then slacked at her hse , till like 7 ? we went down t 883 .
trimmed eyebrows. then went to the funfair , played topgun .
suyi FINALLYYYY played ONE of the games . omggg .
nd she was sweating like as though she went for 2.4km run .
haha . then walked ard , chatted lotsa stuffs . (:
all of us walked hm , jo accompanied us . XD
haha . nd yeaps im home .
saw a bangala on my way home , bangala w the shirt " NO JOB , NO MONEY , NO EVERYTHING , MY PROBLEM"
LOL . lame i knw . bahhhh .
alright . im gna start bitching , OMG :S
OH PLEASE , dont ever compare you guys w US .
c'mon luh , why wna copy us ? we are not some random big stars or whatever .
we are not some random BIG RICH MAN'S DAUGHTERS .
we are not some random super damn pretty girls .
WE ARE JUST SEVEN ORDINARY GIRLS WHO ARE
LONG TIME FRIENDS AND WE LOVE EACH OTHER . THATS IT YA KNW ?
SO , PLEASE STOP COMPARINGGGGGG !!!
LIVE FOR WHO YOU ARE , DO WHATEVR YOU SHOULD !
Friday, May 11, 2007 9:32 PM
helllooo people (:IM BACK (: lols .
wnt to cwp at ard 3. then walked ard .
then glen , brandon , timothy nd tian fah came .
they went to get th tickets first , then the show was 5.05
and we were like sooo early nd we decided to go t th arcade .
LOL . played bball thr , the air hockey thing nd jo tried the spaceship kinda thing .
super paiseh luh her . aiyo . then we walked ard again , nd tadah ! time for movie .
bought drinks nd stuffs , blahblah . helped brandon take his fries nd nuggets as he was holding his drinks .
haha , nd I did a bad thingg .. i was playing w his fork for the nuggets nd fries then when i sat dwn on my
seat , i realised that the fork was GONE . LOL . i was like UHOH , IM SRRY BRANDON . then timothy said " no wonder
jst now when i was coming in something hit my leg " hhahha . thn i burst into laughters .
and and , pathetic brandon have t eat w his hands . guilty :S
lols . i would say tht 200pound beauty is like sooo much NICER than spiderman 3.
first , spidy aint handsome . =X second , show was boring . third , i didnt cry .
whahahah . JOANNA CRIED , TIM CRIED , GLEN ALMOST CRIED .
lols . for the strong nd mighty me , i wasnt even like v. touch or whatever .
after th movie , headed for the FUNFAIR . lols .
xinen went off halfway , to meet kingkong .
brandon kept asking me whether vortex is scary , i told him NO but he still didnt believe me .
how irritating ! haha . then he went up nd tadah ! he was NOT afraid .
haha . then jo , brandon nd tian fah played top gun . jo screamed like nobody's business and thought that
she ZAO GENG but i dont think so luh . haha . tian fah was like grabbing the metal thing of the "cage"
then his face ma chiam gna vomit anytime . haha . after that , went home (:
ive yet t decide on whr to go tmrw . but i think i'll stay home on mon nd tues cos i feel like NOT SPENDING MONEY .
hahah . actually is i wna catch the channel 55 or 255 show . NICE(:
and i wna sleeeeeep ! omg . HAPPINESS IS WHEN I GET TO SLEEP FOR LONG HRS W/O ANYONE DISTURBING .
whahahhahhah ! yeah yeah , i LOVE my friends .!
takecare everybody (:
1:10 PM
HELLOOOO (:
my previous post was not up thr :(
blogger sucks luh ! grrr . alright .
TDAY , 11th , THE LAST DAY OF EXAMS (:
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! but xinen , glen nd co. still have paper on monday .
how sad ? :S haha . im BOUND TO GET SOME SUPER LONG SLEEP ON MON ND TUES .
hahah. sleeeeping is my hobby ! LOL . then after chem paper , went t 768 for breakfast .
after that , me , jo nd xinen went to 888 bball court to find glen nd co.
then jo nd me did some shootings , nd she's noob-er than me . whahahha ! sorrryyy jo !
thn my thumb bleeed , super gross . haha . then helped keith nd co. buy drinks cos i wna get some drinks for myself .
haha . then me nd xinen took turns to carry the heavy drinks ! grrr . then reach le glen they all still wnt me to bring the
drinks over to the soccer court , SUPER EVIL . but since we're good friends , so jst help him luh , carried the drinks over ,
then LUCKILY keith saw the pathetic shiyu , haha , so he ran out of the court to help me (:
haha . then accompanied em' to 888 for lunch . yeaps . they re a bunch of childish yet funny people !
whahahah ! alright , gg for spiderman3 w glen , brandon , xinen nd jo later on (:
people , its tyme to CHILL (:
oh ya , mothers day coming in two days tyme .
hmm . no matter how much you love or hate your mummy ,
you ought to thank em' cos they were th ones who brought you to this world
to let you see how beautiful things in this world are . so , show em' tht youre thankful by getting em' some
small lil presents or jst be obedient nd acc em' for a day ! hahah .
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO ALL THE GREAT MUMMYS IN THIS WORLD .
Thursday, May 10, 2007 9:17 PM
HELLO!so tired today. had maths paper 2.
questions 5 & 6 i dontknow how to do ):
went home straight. cause me & shiyu's stomach very pain. -.-
den changed. went cwp, eat, slack, walk ard.
went to xinen's hse study chem.
woah we damn stress pls. cse 3 of us are all NOOBSHITS!
lol. we get f9 & all for chem okie. siaosiao.
we were so cute tday la ! we took turns to teach chem :X
lol. den in the end found that all is pure memory work lol.
den went back. went to 883 w shiyu to have our dinner.
saw syafiq & all. alot of malay guys. they play soccer.
lol. den say hie & bye. (:
den went back. but when we walking by fushan.
saw kingkong & all. they playing bball. so we joined in.
super fun & tired siah. haha. but fun. (:
tmr last test le. chem. even if i pass, i still fail (:
cse my previous class test will pull me dwn too.
all chem class tests i got f9. that was bad ):
im so tired. gna slp soon. but b4 slping.
i must study my chem awhile. im so guai pls.
this few days keep forcing myself to study hmm.
ONE MORE DAY TO SUFFER BUT ONE MORE DAY TO FREEDOM!
YEAHH. (:
joanna.
8:18 PM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 2:52 PM
BLAHHHH ! GOOOOOD AFTERNOOOOOOOOOON (:had maths paper one nd physics paper tday .
well , when maths paper ended nd ms mazlinda was collecting the papers ,
i realised that i didnt have the last page of the maths paper . then , i panicked nd i was like OMG OMG OMG .
then nursha nd people were like " relax relax , wnt me to help you tell teacher ?"
haha . then i told ms maz tht i didnt have the last page . then she was like , zzz , why didnt you check ?
LOL . what a close shave ! then i was given 5 mins t do the last page . but i only used 3 mins cos i only knw 2 questions .
whahahah . then had physics paper , it was difficult . first time this year that i feel tht perharps i would fail my physics paper .
and its like P-H-Y-S-I-C-S you knw ? the subject which ive always gotten distinction . alright .
CONCLUSION FOR MY PAPERS FOR TDAY : screwed is th word .
after the papers , walked to the blk oppo. school thn suddenly it rained . zz .
chatted w cheeyong nd joanna . LOL . lotsa stupid stuffs luh .
haha . then cheeyong nd me agreed on going for a GRADUATION TRIP (:
most probably to taiwan . haha . though its a bit far from now , but its never to early to decide nd plan alright .
whees !~ and i was like screaming nd hao lian-ing to cheeyong when he said about my nick .
enjoying MY life as a single nd blah blah blah . then i shouted that YES, I AM PROUD TO BE A SINGLE .
YES , I LOVE BEING A SINGLE . WHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAH ! AND BEING SINGLE ND FREEEEEE IS SOMETHING
SOME PEOPLE ADMIRE OKAY ?!?!?!?!?!?!! SO IT AINT A BAD THING (:
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm . tday is xiaomin's 2nd month , jo's one mth nd also weikeong's one mth .
mayyyy youuuuu guyssss lasttttt longgggg alrightttttt !!!!!!!!!!!!!
well , jiejie's having some problem coping w the stress she have at work . patheticc ~
okayokay . IM GNA START WORKING AGAIN AFTER FINAL YR EXAMS .
wanted t start finding nd working now but upon seeing my results , i think tht i should study first (:
haha ! TWO DAYS TO FREEEDOMMM !
Tuesday, May 08, 2007 3:18 PM
HELLOOOO !alright . had geog test tday ! should be able to pass i hope . LOL .
pathetic joanna , she studied very hard for geog but all th things she studied
didnt come out . haha . make her so moodless nd angry . thn gt back physics test paper.
then slacked in canteen for awhile . saw glen nd co. mugging HARD for their A MATHS .
lols . thgen went cwp w weihong , jithao nd joanna . ate mos .
crap awhile , weihong said that i dont look happy . hmmmmmmmm .
well , in fact , this few days quite a few ppl said that i dont loook happy , i look shag , i look depressed , i look stress .
oh well , no doubt , im REALLY STRESS ! LOL ! by a lot of stuffs ..
BLAH ! then walked ard , saw weikeong nd his friend , thn went library tgt .
haha . saw rs nd raymond in the library . SURPRISED ! haha . then slack at jollibean .
crap awhile . went home . hah ! gtta go study physics nd maths sooon .
well , im working on this 19th . (:
blahh . IM HAPPY COS IVE GOT GOOD FRIENDS !
be it in or out of schoool . and i promise myself not to go into any relationship at least till i finish my sec school life .
because i dont wna get myself hurt , and i believe I'D BE HAPPY EVEN IF IM ALONE .
AND SHIYU IS KINDA HAPPY W HER CURRENT LIFE AS A SINGLE .
haha . and many people admire my life kay ?!?! mai siao siao hor ! @$*^%(
BYEEEE !~
may all the 7gfs score well in their exams esp SHIYU (:
whahahahh !
Monday, May 07, 2007 3:35 PM
HEY YO !~ ytd wnt over to xinen's house to study .
hah ! did my art prep work over thr . well , sad to say , i didnt do well for my art .
but ITS OKAY ! ITS JST THE FIRST ART EXAM . LOL ! 3 hrs = one hour finish off my last piece , one hour sleep , one hour daydream nd touch up on my prepwork . hahah . miss pushpa was walking ard during the art exam , she came over to my table nd talked to me . she said A LOT OF THINGS , but i didnt hear clearly cos i jst woke up .
then she asked me w her eyes staring BIG AT ME , you really wna drop art uh ?
haha . then i replied :" no cher , its not me , it's xinen " haha . thn pointed at xinen's direction .
then she was OMG , you guys look so alike . BLAHHH .
im studying geog now , super hell blooody LOTS TO STUDY .!
urghhhh :(
GOODLUCK EVGIANS !(:
Saturday, May 05, 2007 9:04 PM
hellooooooooooooooooo.went for the thai trip briefing .
met the girls at twelve then had lunch .
haha , thn went to popular , got my storybook .
happy (: thn went to ACSI , had the briefing .
for project LIFE4 , most of the ppl are from evgss .
LOL . nd realised that we must wear knee length nd below shorts
during the trip . then went for dinnerrr .
after dinner , went for the votex thing again .
persuaded xiaomin to ride again . LOL .
then when they were up thr , peijun nd xiaomin scolded me .
cos they were scareddddd . xinen was like OMG , CAN I NOT TAKE THE RIDE ?
hahah . so cute luhhh . nd c'mon , IM LIKE REALLY MANNN OKAY ?!?!
we saw these few "ah-bengs" taking the ride nd when they came dwn ,
they were like shivering nd stuffs . SO WEAK MAN !
zzzz . hahahahahah ! IM MAN IM MAN .
then walked home . reached home , jiejie called nd said tht she wont be coming home again tonight .
yeaps , thn called jiejie nd talk to her on phone . chat awhile , told her tht we needa go visit my ahma tmrw
as she's unwell . my ahma is alr 91 this yr . so im afraid , if anything happens to her .
i'll ccry nd break down i swear ! hais . also told her tht mummy admit to me before tht both dad nd mum
practise favouritism . HAH ! mummy is bias towards jiejie nd my small sister .
daddy is bias to me nd my small sister . nd daddy is bias towards my small sis to a LARGE EXTENT KAY ?!?!
he knws it , mum knws it , the three of us knws it too ! mummy is better , cos at least she pamper both like
kinda equally luh . nd tht's th reason why i dread going home in th past . cos i felt tht only my room is
the space which belongs to me . alright , tht's sillllllyyyyy . LOL.
people outside might think tht im leading a good life or whtsoever .
but im not . (: but not to worry , its also because of the bias thing , i told myself i'd be stronger
even w/o anyone's love . so what if they are bias ? i dont give a damn !
HAH . they always put my small sister in th 1st place nd eveything is about her !
my jiejie nd i would have to sacrifice our things , our time for her . that is THEEIR LOGIC .
and th thing i hate most is this sentence " cant you just GIVE IN to your sister . she's still SMALL "
BLAHHHHHHHH!
im going to CHIONG MY ART (:
BYEEEEE ! oh ya , originality is IMPT PPL !
say NO to copycats ! 7girlfriends ?! HAH !
8:52 PM
SUYI
&& finally im here to post . today had a meeting at th farfar place. & i forgot whr.cabbed back to cwp after lunch-ing at burger king. so full until i want to vomit & th driver drive like so shitty lousy-.- . felt so unwell . shiyu,xiaomin,xinen & peijun went to play at th uk funfair. th "vortex" .so freaking scary la. xiaomin dont want to play bt shiyu force her la. thy took her wallet and change th tokens-.- haha. xiaomin already played b4 & so scared of it alr la :( lol. then she no choice except to play. haha . then haven even start yet peijun was shouting & screaming like a kids. freaking childish la. haha. all th way. shiyu like a robot. not scared at all . so man okay. xiaomin hai hao . xinen and peijun was like screaming like crazy -.- haha. xinen came down like so wet. full of sweats. haha. cute. i have a bunch of cute-ness friends :D then after tht we walked home. talk-ed about many things. and i realised tht xiaomin is just so afraid of coakroaches . haha :x
it seems tht many ppl are just so being not creative.with no sense of originality at all . abase themselves in this way . cant you all just have a mind of your own instead of just following blindly? nvm. we are still th most original afterall .
Friday, May 04, 2007 5:44 PM
BLAH . SHIYU'S BACK !at ard 2 , theres this strong feeling in me forcing me to leave this house nd take a walk outside .
so i did , changed nd went out . i didnt knw whr to go cos i wanted to get my hands on my prepwork as
soon as possible . so i went to the bus stop nd decided to board 913 . went to woodlands centre , felt like buying something,
walked around , bought two shorts , went to cwp , deposit my money , walked around , bought a drink ,
walked around , went back home . hah ! just finished my texture boxes but its ugly . ):
heck alr luh ! as long as im able to complete it on time , i'd be happyyy !
lalalalalalalla . when i was in th bus , theres this mother nd her daughter chatting like old friends .
they basically talk about everything under the sun , NON-STOP .
and i was kinda envious :X cos me nd my mummy can nvr talk for like LONG .
we cant talk about EVERYTHING . when we talk its always about the same three things ; MONEY , MY SMALL SISTER , MY HEALTH . nothing else . urghhh . whatever !~
chatted w my pri school friend jst now , sadly he's on his "highway" dropping school .
chatted w weikeong on msn jst now . that guy was kinda down jst now but seems happy after awhile .
crazy ass ! i was sort comforting nd crapping w him luh !
but his problems are like hard to solve luh . LOL .
THE ONLY THING I THANK GOD FOR IS GIVING ME ALL MY FRIENDS .
THEIR THE ONES WHO ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I NEED THEM .
THEY ARE THE ONES WHO WILL CHEER ME UP EVERYTIME AFTER I FALL .
THEY ARE THE ONES WHOM I SHARE MY EVERYTHING WITH .
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS ! ITS DEFINTELY ALRIGHT TO LIVE W/O RELATIONSHIP BUT NOT FRIENDSHIP .
THANKS KWEIHUAT , WEIKEONG .
kweihuat for letting me RANT ALL MY NONSENSE ON YOU . sorry though !
weikeong for letting me console/comfort/talk/spout nonsense w you cos i cheered myself up too !
2:08 PM
HELLO! XinEn here! hurhurhur:D
its going to be a oppressive week for now.
as MidYears is going non-stop till next monday. garshit.
and yea. STUDY HARD OKAY GIRLS!:D
get nice marks with As and Bs(:
ohyea. chemistry is killing me luh!
i got a sucky mark. lowest in class somemore. like wtf.
mixed up proton number with atomic mass for the paper.
whatthehell.
so. im going to do a close scrutiny and make sure i pass ahh!!!
okay, basically im rushing my art prep work.
wanted to work on bottles, but glen said not nice.
then i wanted to work on the dog and bird. but i decided nt to cuz its diff.
then i did kites. and i find it ugly
so now, i settle on butterflies.
darn. i hope i got plently of time to finish my art work on monday luh.
yea.. i hate colouring.!! SO TIRED LUH MY HAND.
aye, lao liao.
haha!
tomorrow full time piapiapia! hurhur!
______________________________________
hurhur, been wanting to find out what does love means.
but i really cant luh.
so i look into the bible
and got this..
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails....And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
alright.
this is from Corinthians!(:
1:56 PM
helllooooooo readers (:
went to schooooooooool . studiedddddddddddd.
thn blahblahblah , went home .
reached home , changed clothes .
lols . if my previous post did shocked you or something liddat .
dont worryyyyyy , im ALRIGHT .
im just a lil down luhhhh . you know , my emo system goes ON AND OFFF .
so whatever .!~ its just that after youve been through so much , you'll feel tired .
so tired that you wont have the energy to go on fighting ..
i doubt anyone will understand .
a body of 15 , the brain of 15 , a mindset of 50 .
LALALLALALALALALALALS ~
jiejie's not coming back home tday , nobody for me to disturb .
BOREEEDDDDD ~
im worried , afraid , scared that im not gna score well this time .
tday , in chem class , i sort of WOKE UP nd panicked .
i realised that ive been wasting my time .
my 5 months , cos basically my brains did NOT ABSORB ANY CHEM STUFFS .
i panicked cos i dont understand a single thing geog .
im worried cos my chinese sucks big time now .
GTG PPL !
NEEEDA DO ART COS IM FAR BEHIND TIME ..
Thursday, May 03, 2007 10:34 PM
BLAHHHH ~alright . it's me it's me .!
hmmm . schooool dayyy tdayyyy .
nothing much , as usual , bored as can be .
was sad during nd after mother tougue cos my chinese teacher
told us about our paper , nd it wasnt up to standard i guess .
it made me feel tht chinese is getting further away from me ..
english isnt any better luh . NO GREAT STORY TO WRITE , NO INSPIRATIONS , NO GOOD MARKS .
then then , after school went for the breifing by mr yeo .
this sat gtta go for the thai trip talk . hmmmm .
crapped awhile , played bball , went home .
reached home , saw mummy, say hello , online , talk to xinen , go pom pom nd left th house .
reach xinen's house , did my art prepwork , my TEXTURES w angela's help . (:
thn chatted on msn for awhile , went back into the room , continued w my prepwork .
watched the I-THINK-IS-QUITE-A-NICE-SHOW : MARS VS VENUS .
then 9 plus , went back home , continued watching the show .
wash up , quarrelled awhile on phone . hah !
then after i blog finish , im going to SLEEEEPPP !
urghhhh , stressed nd fcuk up by life.
even though im smiling nd laughing but it doesnt means tht im really happy .
GAHHHH . people say when there are 10 000 things to pull you down , you just need 1 thing to pull you up .
but what happens when you have NOTHING to pull you up nd youve got 10 001 things which pulls you down ?
i'll still carry on smiling , hoping that it is a real one .
Wednesday, May 02, 2007 11:22 PM
hellojoanna blogging anyway.
tday had my eng exam. paper 1 like SHIT!
paper 2 oso die ):
den after that had physics test. gone case pls. fail for suree.
i wna do well for exams. den i got freedom liao. hiphip :D
lol. i must work extra harder le.
tmr bag super heavy la. joanna is hardworking (:
everyday's life the same. no entertainment. boring you see!
my art omg. im so fking stress pls. im left w tmr & friday to do my prepwork.
no more playing anymore. only can study or do my art.
no more vortex & challenger ):
i wna lose weight man. my face is like getting more and more chubby.
I DONWANT! nvrm. gotta lose weight.
byebye
7:46 PM
hellooo (:
had eng paper 1 nd 2 tday .
well , i almost DIED during the exams kay ?!?!
i did a compo on how a act of kindness made a major difference to the one who received it .
urm . something like that luhhh. then paper 2 was ALL ABOUT BEARS .
nd im sure that my eng papers arent gna score well .
first , i exceed the 500wrds limit luh . i wrote like 700 words.
then i was like panicking cos miss mazlinda once told the class that the teachers arent
going to read your compo after the 500th word .
SO , i basically cancelled off like 3 paragraphs or so ?
arghhh . i regretted luh . i bet im not gna score cos my storyline sucks !
then paper 2 , you knw BEARS DONT ACTUALLY INTEREST ME LUHH .
almost dozed off during the paper .
rushed through my final piece of summary , i wrote it like 3 time kay .
cos i exceeded the word limit . GAGAGAGGA.
then had physics class test ; so damn difficult pleaseeeee !
nd im so not happy luh ; cos i knw im not gna do well for my languages . :(
gtg .
TAKECARE .
oh ya , to yongseng ; ALL THE POST ARE WRITTEN BY CHANSHIYU IF YOU DO NOT KNOW (:
except for one of the recent one which was posted by xinen .
Tuesday, May 01, 2007 9:32 PM
HELLLOOO (:tday went 768 mac study .
then went to cwp , wanted to watch the 200pounds beauty again but
the movie was too late so didnt get to watch it .
then slacked at b2 , did a lil bit of art . then went to UK funfair .
well , seriously saying , the games aint scary luh .
but the SCENERY WAS NICE (:
esp voteract? im not sure if its spelled like that .
then went home . hah ! short post tday as im going to watch tvee now nd then study awhile later for eng (:
tday saw a LOT of people .
aitien , ruisen , melvyn nd co.
junyong , qunbo , ben nd co,
lianli nd huimin .
weikeong .
alright . give you guys a longer post when im freeeeee (:
EVGIANS ; study hard for mye .
goodluck for all the papers (:
